so. much. to. write. about.
old man texas
sal aka the makeout master
cutepunkrocknurseman
long time no post. love the holidays sad it’s over.
30!!! what what. it happened it did. even though i was starting to feel shitty i had a wonderful time at my bowling party. hooray for good friends & family.
christmas party. fun. very adult like. i need to realize that I AM AN ADULT.
a broke up with m— shocking— i feel for him. i wish i knew what to do. jerk.
i wish i could talk to b without bugging him. i hope he doesn’t go to tx for 3 weeks and forget i exist. it’s entirely possible. i have to deal with it. it’s too bad my other leads all stopped emailing me… maybe i need to be more aggressive.
in 4 days a is getting her boobs done. i STILL can’t believe it.
no job leads and quit looking. oi. just want to enjoy the next 3 weeks.
joined the gym for a 6 week stretch. go me. being skinny is an obsession. even though i snacked too much at p’s party. mmm m & m’s are my fave. i fit into a size 6 pair of skinny jeans. holla. altho it kinda hurt to sit down, haha.
how do i want to 2009 to be… something i need to start thinking about :)
(via: .elsie*cake.)
i cried throughout that movie. it was lovely. sure yes it was hokey but really it was beautiful. it’s that kind of love that i want.
i’m so fucking lonely i want to die sometimes.
him: wanna go to your cute car and make out?
me: yes!
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him: tokidoki is my favorite word in japanese…
me: …it means sometimes…
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just wanted to capture a few cute things from that awesome week… ugh why is he tied up with schools and finals… and is that the truth? when did he change his pics on that dumb website? i won’t let myself look anymore and make myself crazy :( it’s none of my business really but i can’t help but wonder. i’m sure i’m not the only girl he is dating? dated? hung out with?
my front suspension ended up costing $600ish… holy fuck… talk about wretched timing
job hunt is dismal. i am so fucked and now i know it officially.
i just want to shop for myself…
my clothes are all too big!! i’m about 137. i saw some old pics of myself and i wanted to cry i looked so horrible. i bought a small shirt in the gap today… wowzer… i went from basically an xl-sm in less than 3 months. go little white magic pills.
m got laid off too… totally sucky and impeding on my alone time during the day, haha. we went to the gym together and i wish i could afford to join— can you believe i just said that?!
